hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

have done 54 am i more daring than i thought

1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee
100. Seen Mount Rushmore in person
101. Learned to play an instrument

just killing time

tonight starts my first swing shift in oregon... it should be better than graveyard shifts lease not as exhausting..  i went to my first official dentist appointment and was informed that my gums were very angry and i needed to get back in their good graces before i got any more dental work done. the big down side is i dont have any dental insurance so i will have to tread very carefully.....

am working on an idea for a blog movies filmed here  in oregon and in utah if any one has any ideas let me know..

seriously

i so do not know how to kill time anymore.  i used to be able to sit around and do nothing for hours on end and now that i moved and work graveyard shifts and have an abundance of time to kill i find myself being incredibly lazy and tired all the time after the shifts more get done in my days off but id rather not be completely wiped. but on the bright side all be moving to swing shifts next week so that will help to get on a normal sceduele 

well its officcal

my big bro is a married man thought it would never happen but well what can you do the lady he married is his match in every respect and keeps him sane he is the happiest he has been well ever so best wish and congrats to them 

nobody should be treated like that

goona quit my joib i think not seeing a way out

well its 304 am and i am vainly trying to stay awake..its a good thing there is a long ass trip to ikea in portland so that doubles my chances of sleep

hi

lack of media access

finally i have my unlimited computer access back but i have found that i am haveing trouble maintaining excitement for anything on the computer.............................. 

updates or like whatever

got a job its my  first time starting a new in a long time and i am nervous mainly because its new new place new people new ideas  new clients to get to know  and serve the best way that i know how learning new company polices its been awhile starting fresh i hope i know how too. seven and a half years in my other job marked many changes loosing three grandparents getting ready to move dropping out of college going back into college it seems like a new job means a new chapter new job moving into a new houses what will the net few years bring for the first time i can't wait it feels like i am finally moving forward with my life things keep happining and rolling along im glad  i closed my eyes and made the jump..............

a suprising turn of events

i pretty much have acepted a job at Trueman Recovery center but still had an aplications for Shangrillia corperation and decided to turn them in just so i could say that i did................. i went in reviewed my aplication in with the secretary and went outside i had to puppys in my car and a co worker and a job coach mentioned that they just loved my dogs i stayed and talked dogs with them for a good five ten minutes and before i got out of the parking lot i got a phone call setting up an interview with shangrillia a few hours before i am due to start trueman to be continued ...............................................................

ho hummmmmmmmmm

well its my second full day in oregon i think or im secretly hoping that when the new house is ready i wont feel like i am in such a vortex this apartment while its nice it just doesnt feel like home maybe because i realy don't have a bedroom or a space to call my own yet or let alone a job. but as far as what i left behind i find myself missing my friend the most and again being in the vortex we are working on ways so it wont feel like i ripped off both of our right arms is one fail swoop because if she had her choice i would be back in the bubble. i made this choice and she supported me 120 percent like she always does so now its time to get this shit figured out

I have moved

its offical i have finaly moved im on my first real day in oregon.................. i have submitted resumes now i am just killing time on my computer sitting surrounded by stinky butt dogs. i should be studing for the orgeon drivers test or driving around looking for work but here i sitt.............