lack of media access

finally i have my unlimited computer access back but i have found that i am haveing trouble maintaining excitement for anything on the computer.............................. 

updates or like whatever

got a job its my  first time starting a new in a long time and i am nervous mainly because its new new place new people new ideas  new clients to get to know  and serve the best way that i know how learning new company polices its been awhile starting fresh i hope i know how too. seven and a half years in my other job marked many changes loosing three grandparents getting ready to move dropping out of college going back into college it seems like a new job means a new chapter new job moving into a new houses what will the net few years bring for the first time i can't wait it feels like i am finally moving forward with my life things keep happining and rolling along im glad  i closed my eyes and made the jump..............

a suprising turn of events

i pretty much have acepted a job at Trueman Recovery center but still had an aplications for Shangrillia corperation and decided to turn them in just so i could say that i did................. i went in reviewed my aplication in with the secretary and went outside i had to puppys in my car and a co worker and a job coach mentioned that they just loved my dogs i stayed and talked dogs with them for a good five ten minutes and before i got out of the parking lot i got a phone call setting up an interview with shangrillia a few hours before i am due to start trueman to be continued ...............................................................

ho hummmmmmmmmm

well its my second full day in oregon i think or im secretly hoping that when the new house is ready i wont feel like i am in such a vortex this apartment while its nice it just doesnt feel like home maybe because i realy don't have a bedroom or a space to call my own yet or let alone a job. but as far as what i left behind i find myself missing my friend the most and again being in the vortex we are working on ways so it wont feel like i ripped off both of our right arms is one fail swoop because if she had her choice i would be back in the bubble. i made this choice and she supported me 120 percent like she always does so now its time to get this shit figured out

I have moved

its offical i have finaly moved im on my first real day in oregon.................. i have submitted resumes now i am just killing time on my computer sitting surrounded by stinky butt dogs. i should be studing for the orgeon drivers test or driving around looking for work but here i sitt.............