14.2.09

A weekend of Firsts

For me to get up my nerves to do something is a big thing (using a red font as its valentines day) . thursday night a a girl from work sent me a text message asking of i wanted to go out with her and a bunch of her friends and other people from work. asked them where they were going she named off a club and a bar, that i would never go to on my own or let alone let a family member or my friend talk me into. cause id never thought i would fit in or be accepted.  as part of my new years resolutions or inauguration resolutions i gulped and said OK. (as i write this i am listing to Luke snore very very loudly he is putting my father to shame. and miles is a sleep farting which is making me very nauseated  and Andy is barking every time Luke snores louder.) Friday night rolled around and after work i went to my first dance club, and karaoke bar.  didn't drink cause my meds don't advise me to. went stayed for a few hours then went to the karaoke bar i wouldn't sing. although at the dance club i did do some little bit of dirty dancing with the girls. made it home about 130am first time really going out in 8 months it was fun had laughs . tomorrow I'm getting my first tattoo I'm really excited but also really nervous i had my sister draw my design still jumping back and forth on where to put it though.  well happy who gives a rats butt day....